Life

Post by **tr1p1ea** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 4:45 am

My God, i am so relieved.

If anyone here is ever feeling down and needs someone to talk to, i am ALWAYS open for a chat. If you cant get me on IRC (#tcpa, EfNet), i check my email basically everyday.

Spengo · Post by **Spengo** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 6:11 am

Timendus wrote:Good to hear that things are getting a bit better, DarkAuron!

If life's being a bitch, just kick it in the nuts, and laugh in it's face!
... okay, that didn't make much sense, but it's the positive attitide that matters

Omg timendus, you totally said it. I've been trying to think of a good way to say that for ages.

And it makes perfect sense btw.

dysfunction · Post by **dysfunction** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 12:38 pm

Yeah, I'm sure you can pull through. Things always get better (then they get worse sometimes, but they'll get better again). Don't let people get you down for who you are, or who they are; if they do, then they aren't people you really want to spend time with anyway.

the_unknown_one · Post by **the_unknown_one** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 8:19 pm

You have friends man, all of the people here, we care about you. I know we're not there WITH you, but we're there FOR you (I hope that sentence was understandable :p). It doesn't matter to me at all if you're gay, bi or straight, you're just a good online friend who I can talk with, support and get supported by. You're a good guy, and if the people living around you don't understand that, then they're not worthy of knowing you. And if someone gives you shit in life, say: "Shut the FUCK up!" and punch them in the face, so they know who you are and that they aren't allowed to mess around with you. If you want to talk some more, pm me on IRC or im me on AIM. Chill out and don't let those fuckers get to you.

PS: Show them your programming skills in your programming class, I'm sure you can get them to appreciate your talent.

dysfunction · Post by **dysfunction** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 9:57 pm

I agree, I impressed my CompSci teacher, and you're WAY more skilled than me...

DJ_O · Post by **DJ_O** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 11:35 pm

the_unknown_one wrote:PS: Show them your programming skills in your programming class, I'm sure you can get them to appreciate your talent.

that works, usually (I did)

the_unknown_one wrote:if someone gives you shit in life, say: "Shut the FUCK up!" and punch them in the face

that doesn't...

threefingeredguy · Post by **threefingeredguy** » Fri 27 Jan, 2006 11:54 pm

I got everyone asking me for help when I introduced threads and tilemapping to my comp sci class. And I'm sure you are better than me. I know you can do it.

Post by **DarkAuron** » Wed 01 Feb, 2006 9:38 pm

No longer do I have thoughts, feelings, emotions, or opinions. The caring person that once existed in my mind is now dead. I shall live the rest of my days empty and alone.

threefingeredguy · Post by **threefingeredguy** » Wed 01 Feb, 2006 9:41 pm

Michael, what are you saying? You aren't thinking of leaving us, are you?

KevinJB · Post by **KevinJB** » Wed 01 Feb, 2006 9:44 pm

Please, don't do anything you won't regret Michael. Remember you'll be hurting others, not just yourself!

Timendus · Post by **Timendus** » Thu 02 Feb, 2006 12:45 am

DarkAuron wrote:I shall live the rest of my days empty and alone.

You'll get over it. We all do eventually. Trust me...

dysfunction · Post by **dysfunction** » Thu 02 Feb, 2006 1:23 am

Trust your friends man, you can get over this. We've all had situations like yours (ok, not exactly like yours), and you can get through this. College will be a lot different, and depending where you go, people will be a lot more accepting. Not everyone is a homophobe, you know.

DJ_O · Post by **DJ_O** » Thu 02 Feb, 2006 11:48 pm

Rezek wrote:Please, don't do anything you won't regret Michael. Remember you'll be hurting others, not just yourself!

ditto

Michael please dont leave us, there are people there (and I'm sure there are ppl in your life as well) that care and will be hurt if you do something bad

EDIT: glad he seemed to be fine today according to #tcpa logs (I am no longer coming on #tcpa)

http://paxl.org/~mokomull/tcpa-logs/log-20060202.txt

Post by **DarkAuron** » Fri 03 Feb, 2006 1:46 am

Mood swings suck.

DJ_O · Post by **DJ_O** » Fri 03 Feb, 2006 2:41 am

true, last week on friday I was fine during morning and 15 mins after I arrived to work during morning I became suddently sad and depressed (I even had tears in my eyes), that suddently happened like this. That was not because of work btw because I am fine with this job, that was because of other stuff I have to deal with since the past 7 or 8 years and that often bring me into trouble. Luckily I was working outside at that time so no one noticed and 30 mins later I was feeling a bit better. But that whole day I was really emo. I am nervous all the time and lose between 2-3 hours (sometimes 4) of sleep every night. I even though about suicides sometimes but never really though about doing it because i feel its not a solution and I dont want to hurt people around. But I often have emotion changes like this which happens very often, and I have to deal with stuff that only 3 or 4 people know in the community, which isnt easy for me.

Sorry for my randomness sometimes (on forums and IRC I mean)

Anyway I hope things go well for you DA